Hello Sunshine

inthesunshine — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 15:45:59 +0000

That awkward moment…

This is why people wear a mask

inthesunshine — Mon, 23 Jan 2012 18:13:19 +0000

It’s like every time I bare my heart and show the slightest hint of vulnerability, I get cast aside…forgotten.

No more next time. No more wearing my heart on sleeve. No more opening up to people I think who care.

Yup, okay…

Life’s what ifs

inthesunshine — Fri, 20 Jan 2012 11:07:00 +0000

Have you ever wondered about life what ifs?

I do that all the time. Pondering about the possibilities and what could have been if only time and other factors were on our side.

Sigh…

inthesunshine — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 16:14:21 +0000

“ You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true. ”

— Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

rightside up or upside down

inthesunshine — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 16:02:27 +0000

It’s such a scary world out there with 2 faced people. Their words seem harmless and you could almost feel the sincerity in their hearts (or so, I thought) but alas, it is all just a facade.

I wonder how are they like to their children and if their children are like them? It scares me to think. There is much of the world I have yet to see.

Is there an honest soul left in this world? And what would that look like, anyway? I’m not sure that we would recognise it.